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Twilight Official Trailer and some updates
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 7:03 PM

mood: tired but a bit cheerful
listening to: Moment of Truth - FM Static

Quick entry. Just got home. Need to eat dinner first. So happy I bought 2 pairs of shoes. One was on sale. One's purple, the other was gold. Not sure if I could wear it to school though; gotta talk to the guards.

Later after I ate and tidy up my room and the kitchen, I'm gonna edit this entry and talk about my busy week: thesis title, the earthquake rumor, Mom's changing decision, etc.

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Or perhaps the next week. I have prelims coming up. I might not blog till it's finished. -_- Anyway-- look what's on finally!

The official trailer was released! Yay!

I'll have to comment on this later. Okay fine, one comment: Check out Robert Pattinson's look on 00:23. His eyes are GORGEOUS.

I gotta say that I was the first to sign in the reservation list for Breaking Dawn at Robinsons Imus. *cackles* Edward! Edward! Edward! I want my own "Edward".

Ahem. Gotta stop hoping coz it ain't gonna happen. LOL

Ta-ta for now.[/edit]

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

Pwede Ba?
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 2:15 PM

mood: mal
listening to: Pwede Ba - Soapdish

Pwede bang sabihin mo
Na itatago mo ang mga sulat ko
Kasi medyo maiinis ako
Kung itatapon mo.

Kung may kapiling kang iba
Di na pipilitin pa.

At pwede bang sabihin mong,
"Maghihintay ako sa'yo..."
Kasi medyo naiinip na 'ko
Sa ikot ng mundo

Pwede bang isipin mo
Nahihirapan din naman ako
Sa paghintay lang ng kung anu-ano
Magmumula sa'yo

At 'wag kang magtataka
Kung ako'y biglang makita
Na nag-iisa
Hakahiga lang sa kama
Iniisip ko ito,
"Ba't nga ba biglang nagbago?"
Makayanan ko sana 'to.

Pwede bang sabihin mong,
"Maghihintay ako sa'yo.."
Kasi medyo naiinip na 'ko
Sa ikot ng mundo...

At pwede ba.. pwede ba.. pwede ba?

May natandaan ako dati.. at miss kita. Haha.

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

I Miss You Everyday, Remember?
Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 7:37 PM

mood: sad
listening to: Desperately by Michelle Branch

I saw the person I've been missing so much today. (At first I looked at him like I'm in a trance or somethin' then I asked May and Len, "Hey, is he who I think he is?" ROFL Yeah I'm a dork.. a myopic dork..) He looks fine and happy. It's quite sad that my predictions became true. (Most of my predictions come true, I swear.) In high school, we're so close. Now it's like "see ya when I see ya". *sigh* Well, that's one of the big sacrifices I made in the past.

It somehow makes me ponder about my decisions back then [again]. He asked more than 3 times.. I declined all those times. I didn't trust him enough. I didn't trust him because I wanted him to make sure that he's really over her. I'm not the type of girl who'd want to be for rebound. [Hell no.] But somehow.. Somehow.. I suppose I do regret a lot of things in the past. I was too defensive. I was too.. innocent. I was a neophyte when it comes to relationships. My defense mechanisms and fears held my decisions. I'm not saying it's a bad thing, I mean, they're called defense mechanisms for a reason, you know?

But still..

Maybe I should've been more stubborn.

Something 'bout the way you looked at me
Made me think for a moment
That maybe we were meant to be
Living our lives seperately
And it's strange that things change
But not me wanting you
So desperately
I wonder.. what could've happened if I said, "Yes." Will we be happy? Will we be together right now? Or will you eventually break it off with me anyway?

Perhaps these random thoughts occur for the mere fact that I miss him so terribly. I miss the things we do, the things we talk about, all those of what we share.. memories.. experiences.. *sigh* Mag-senti ka ba, Mia?

It was noon today that sis Chamie gave me a missed call on my mobile. I was getting ready for school. I thought she needs to talk to me or something. I called her. She simply said, "Wala lang. Naisip lang kita." She told me she's been looking at our memorabiliasss. I teased her, "Aba mag-senti ba?"

Yeah. Mas madalas ako mag-senti, Chamie. There's never a time that I stop thinking. Sometimes I wish to just stop. But then again, we know what that means. LOL I'm not ready to give in to insanity or death yet, thank you very much.

It's been like almost 4 years that we became friends. Hope it will last a lifetime. Yeah, friends. It would be great to have your first love as your friend for the rest of your life.

What am I saying, we are friends! Yeah. Friends. But not close friends anymore. Sad, isn't? Why did it became like this? *sigh* Like I'll always say, "Hayaan na lang. It was our decision naman din eh."

But still..

I do miss him terribly.

Perhaps there is.
Perhaps there isn't.
Perhaps it should've been.
Perhaps...
Perhaps...
For now, it's "perhaps".
We'll never know.

Note: Malakas ang loob ni Mia mag-post ng ganito kasi alam nyang hindi naman to nababasa. LOL

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

Acquaintance Success
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 @ 10:31 PM

mood: cheerful
listening to: Everything - Alanis Morissette

Our 2008 Acquaintance Party was fun! I really enjoyed it-- and I was surprised about that. I had this bad gut feeling yesterday afternoon that something "bad" will happen. As it turned out, May didn't get to join us coz of some problem at home. At least it wasn't something I could handle, thank goodness. Pero sayang pa rin di sya nakasama.

I've less than 100MB. You get what I mean. Pics will be up later. *sigh* I need more space!

Here's a vid tribute to my friends who know me.. my dimensions.. the good and bad points.. and still love me for simply being me. Sorry for being too neurotic sometimes, guys. Sorry if I worry you too much. I'll be fine. Enjoy my new fav song. =)

Note: I noticed the song in this video is the edited one.. but despite that, I put the orig lyrics at the bottom (not whole though). You'll notice I crossed-out the parts of the lyrics that doesn't depict me while I bolded the ones that hit me correctly. Haha.


Thanks for putting up with me through all these years.

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen and you've never met anyone
Who is as positive as I am sometimes

You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here


I blame everyone else & not my own partaking
My passive aggressive-ness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting and you've never met anyone
Who is as closed down as I am sometimes

What I resist persists and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love no matter how low or high I go

I am the funniest woman that you've ever known
I am the dullest woman that you've ever known
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known and you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".