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Asan Nga Ba Ako
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 10:46 PM

listening to: Migraine by Moonstar88

You have to analyze your feelings first before you dive any further.
LOVE
IN LOVE
MISS
OBSESSION

They're all different.

You can love someone without being in love with him/her.
Just because you think of him/her constantly doesn't mean it's love. It could be obsession.
When you miss someone, it doesn't mean you still love him/her. Missing is just missing. You could be trying to put something that isn't there naturally.
You enjoy his/her company because [s]he is really a fun person. Are you attracted to him/her or just his/her personality?

And there will be times when you're totally oblivious of what really is happening.

It's that time when you think [s]he is no more than a friend or an acquaintance to you. Gradually, sympathy would evolve to care and care will evolve into like, then eventually love. But it's still different from being in love, isn't it?



When you put a word on a feeling, somehow it intensifies, doesn't it?

That's why don't conclude right away.

Sometimes it's just hormones. Pretty misleading. It could pass.


Do you stop your feelings before it evolves?

What are you afraid of?

Do you deliberately push yourself to feel something that is not naturally there?

Who are you fooling?

Is it worth it?


Oh dear, my thoughts are all over the place, I wonder if there's any consistency among them.

Oh well. I'll leave it like that.




One last thing: dear reader, I hope you see through the lies and the facade. A lot of people are masters of manipulation and deceit.


It's nice how I tend to blog a lot recently. Hope I didn't jinx it.

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

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