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"Why am I making this hard on myself?"
Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 5:39 PM

mood: chirpy
listening to: Happy by Natasha Bedingfield

I love "sembreak".
I love how I could relate so much to this song after such a dark month at school.
Landlords knocking at my door cussing me out
Got laid off my "job" the night before
Can't figure how
I'm gonna fix tomorrow away
If today's still a mess
Can you tell me what's the point man
It all seems meaningless

I wish that I could step away and breathe
This world's trying to swallow me
Clear away the clouds inside my head

Someone just tell me
That it's ok now
What are you worried about

Got my dreams, got my life, got my love
Got my friends got the sunshine above
Why am I making this hard on myself
When there's so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy

People lie
People hide
People cry
People fight
And they don't know why [NO. They DO know.]
If fear is all that we should fear
Then what are we so afraid of [the cause of fear]
Cause fear is only in our heads

Any day I'll go bad thinking bad
Everyone is against me and the world wants to fight me
Preparing to battle an enemy unseen
During my stressing I'm blinded to the lesson
That could be a blessing if I'd be confessing that the enemy
I'm trying to beat is hiding inside of me

But it's ok now
What are you worrying about

Keep your grind on, girl
It's your love, it's your world

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

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