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I Got You
Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 11:23 AM

I've been waiting for a long time
For someone who can make my dreams come true
You've been with me for a long time
Helpin' me through, all that I have gotten through
And I'm thankful for everything
You do for me boy, and you know that I love you
I'll take care of anything you'll ever need

Ooh, when you're all by yourself, baby
I got you
If you need someone to call, baby
I got you
There's no need to be lonely
I got you
And I know that you got me too, boy

When you smile at me, it makes me weak
I can count on you boy to be there when I'm fallin'
I didn't have to change for you to see
That nothing can ever come between you and me
I need you for who you are
And all that I am when I'm standin' next to you
I'm so lucky to have you in my life

Your heart is with me and with nobody else
I'm tryin' to keep my cool but I can't help it
I can't imagine life without your love
Now and forever you're all I'm thinkin' of

When you're all by yourself
I got you
There's no need to be lonely
And I know that you got me too, boy

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

Standing Firmly Though Near The Edge
Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 3:32 AM

"'Wag mo akong iiwan," he whispered while hugging her tight.
Without saying anything, she shook her head gently.

I hope you won't leave me either.
Because... I won't know how to recover from you.

I believe God gave you to me for a very good reason.
He wants me to be loved, to feel loved, and to believe that I could and would be loved again.
You're my gift from above.

I also believe He wants you to be equally happy.
He wants you to have someone [other than your family and close friends] who will always be there for you, who will be faithful and loyal to you, who will be honest with you, who will believe in you, who will accept you for who you are as well as who you are not, and whom you can trust with your heart.

I could feel this.. this strong connection.. this sort of force so strong that I couldn't just let you go. It's like a magnet. It's quite euphoric.

I am elated as well when you told me how you feel, because I feel the same way about you.

I will take my chances with you.
I will stick to my belief that God gave you to me... so that my worries of you being "taken back" by Him will diminish even just a little, enough to lessen my anxiety of it.
I know I can't fight God's will, really no argument on that part, but if there's any means to make you stay... hopefully, I will be that reason-- just as you told me what happened in the past, "It's you. You are the reason."

*deep breath*
It is the present that is important.
I intend to enjoy every bit of it.
I shall be optimistic.
Tomorrows will look bright.

I am not very good with verbally expressing my feelings so I decided to blog about it. I need to get this off my chest in some form or another. It's a good thing he doesn't know of this link. Only a few people know of this link. It's a good thing I didn't post it on my plurk page, else "the world" would know just how sappy I could sound at times. *shrugs* I know that I will continue to write about my issues here and at some point, this blog would become.. for the lack of a better word to describe it-- insufferable.. and quite possibly repetitive like my old one but.. eh... bleh. I will write whatever I want.

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

Tuesday, June 01, 2010 @ 6:36 PM

After waiting for so long...
I hope this time, I got it right.
I hope he feels the same way.
I sincerely do.

I'm going to lower my wall.
I'm going to open up my heart.
It may take time, but I will get there.
I'm going to live.

Love makes you vulnerable.

Hope, hope, and hope.
Take a deep breath.

As long as you feel the person is worth every stab of pain in your chest.
Hold on.
Don't let go.

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".