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See You Later
Monday, June 01, 2009 @ 5:13 AM

mood:
listening to: none

And so,
like any other dreadful day in my life,
this day finally came.

When I get back home today,
I'll start the life I left behind
45 days ago.

Honestly,
I don't want to go back.
I'd rather have this life with Mom.
But I know it won't happen...
Yet.

Time to immerse myself
in tangeble things again.
I need to be distracted.

I won't care what anyone says anymore
because they don't know
and they won't feel
the loneliness I feel
for the rest of the days
(approximately 320 days)
of the year that I have to live.

Being an only child,
you'd think I would've gotten
used to this.
But I guess...
I won't.

Cherish your parents
and your siblings.
You're lucky to have them.

Please pray for my mother's safe trip[s].

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

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