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To Dream of Death is STUPID
Sunday, February 08, 2009 @ 3:49 PM

mood: ambivalent
listening to: none

"When you don't want to feel, death seem like a dream. But seeing death, really seeing it, makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous. Maybe, there's a moment growing up when something peels back... Maybe, maybe, we look for secrets because we can't believe our minds... All I know is that there's I began to feel things again. Whatever I was, I knew that there was only one way back to the world, and that was to use the place to talk. So I saw the great and wonderful Dr. Wick three times a week, and let her hear every thought in my head.
~ Susanna Kaysen; Girl, Interrupted
Girl, Interrupted has become one of my favorite [serious] movies.

And I gotta say, Winona Ryder is beautiful. I love her eyes.


I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".

Liar, Liar
Saturday, February 07, 2009 @ 12:42 AM

mood: pessimistic
listening to: none

I just finished watching Kasal, Kasali, Kasalo. (I think that's the title.) I just have to blog this so I could remind my future self this one thought that I realized. It hit me like a ton of bricks. I think I'm gonna make it rhyme just for the heck of it.
Everyone lies
Especially guys
What sets us apart
Is how one masters the art
Of lying and deceiving
While planning and hiding
Did not even consider
The conscience as reminder
And even after, the thought
Of the pain it brought
So if time will come
You plan to cheat on your hon
Better have a good plan
Coz if she catches you
The whole world will "Boo"
I know it sounded great at first, then the choice of words became less mature than how I intended it will be. I wanna write a better poem.

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I want to stop wondering "what-ifs".
I need to know "what is".